Everything feels like nothingA Poem by AshleyTrying to out speed my issues
Just finished smoking my flavored cigarette
I'm driving around in the middle of the lonely night I just had a fight with myself I dunno what to else think of Cars lights flash into my mirror Making me squint my puffy eyes I cried out all my tears The salty taste of my tears still linger on my tongue I have too many fears to show Speeding down this highway I dunno where else to go My mistakes are going in circles in my mind My teenage life is twisted Where ever the time and wind takes me I must go, where there are no worries in my mind Not knowing what is happening in my life I wonder what I'm doing Being on your own is confusing I was emotional abused from someone Now with no one to hold I sing depressing love songs Going over the speed limit by far Turning up my radio I'm ready for a better change But in my life I feel tired and bewildered I'm fading into the brisk moon night onto this highway I keep my memories and worries locked inside Since none of my friends nor family care enough Just thinking of people who offended me, especially him Sucks the light and hope out of my head I still keep his clothes around me at all times Just to smell his sweet scent Even though, I know his eyes tell lies I cannot undo what is going on in my messed up life All the pain makes me speed even faster, and faster Confusion is locked inside my head I need someone to help me from myself More and more every night Looking at my teddy bear I placed on the passenger seat I know I have no one I feel so tired my eyes are droopy Thinking, I drift into the left lane Luckily, I pull the wheel with my right hand and everything is ok My tires are messed up Every time I go above 80 mph my wheel shakes I don't care, I just don't care anymore I have my left hand twirling my hair While my right hand is on the steering wheel Trying to not care Because I always know someone, something is just going to hurt me again I just wanna speed I don't really care anymore about anything © 2011 AshleyAuthor's Note
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8 Reviews Added on January 27, 2011 Last Updated on January 29, 2011 AuthorAshleyNYAboutI love ~poetry/writing ~being funny ~dancing ~eating cheesecake ~listening to random music ~laughing ~helping ~yoga I am usually a nice person. If you help and comment on my writings, I w.. more..Writing
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