It's okay..[I am still God]

this energy feels a bit heavy

this feeling that enters,

exits,

and revolves once more

 

it has come

lately

around midnight

 

or when it's quiet outside;

but in my head it's much too loud

 

i want it all to just stop

i don't want to fight an internal war

i don't agree with war

................

i stop and think...

..what is it, dear

that would make you okay

 

am i missing someone

is something that i need

not available to me..

 

am i hungry..

..am i tired

 

i am processing some grief

ah, that must be it..

 

well, the people you walked away from

gave you no other choice

pressuring you to say 'yes' when you meant 'no'

disrespecting your boundaries;tearing them down

 

you have done well My child,
by separating yourself

-the God i understand, says to me

I did not build you up

for someone to tear you down

I want you to be "happy, joyous, free"

 

know that i don't I want you to be lonely

so know that I am always here, just call on Me

and you shall be answered

I have given you the gift of write
and I've seen you

overcome great difficulties

not only because you trust Me,

you believe in Me too

and I've heard you share with others

that I can take away their difficulties 

 

so, My dear child,

remember those things

now relax and know that I am still God

and I'm still powerful enough

to guide you and groom you

back into -okay-

Author's Note

just came to me....[photo courtesy of Acclaim Images]

Reviews

[Kitty]

This is so familiar. Like my own conversations with the Great I am. I love it. How can one critic a prayer, or questions about life, doubt, fear and God....i cant. All i can say it that when we know he is there, and he loves us, everything else means nothing compared to Him. Thank you for sharing.

[justjenn_2u]

Awesome. Hearing the inner voice of your spirit which comes from God. I, too, have this happen from time to time. Funny, I never get wrong advice when I choose to listen.

I like the layout of this poem, the bold helps to know what you are hearing. Very good write!