DepressionA Poem by Nathaniel.CA poem I privately wrote at the lowest point in my life, under the influence of taking drugs and drinking daily.
I had reservations about posting this but I feel like it is a good representation of my mind at that time.
Depression My lives a damn game of f*****g monopoly, I guess I’m rolling low, like I ought to be, Everybody’s f*****g with me it ain’t monogamy. Look at my life, I’m 19 years old, Battling Depression, Addiction, And paranormal afflictions, I don’t know when this s**t will end. With a gun or a knife or a hypodermic needle full of heroin, Might as well pop one or two handfuls of f*****g xenadrine, But right now; my psyche is preoccupied with the Predisposition and self-obsession of my mind, raping myself. And aside from that I still grew up, I’m now, Older Bolder Colder With the f*****g soul of a soldier Grandma taught me to elevate, Above every level of hate, Cuz that’s the quickest way for me to get to heavens gate, But I feel like. I’m going through changes, the world miss-arranges, I’m stuck with the rages, and it burns on for ages, I’m flipping through pages; of the newspapers, And none of them gauges, that the world Is in the dark ages. © 2018 Nathaniel.CAuthor's Note
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Added on April 4, 2018 Last Updated on April 5, 2018 Tags: Depression, Poetry, Psychology, Suicide AuthorNathaniel.CWakefield, West Yorkshire, United KingdomAboutI am an aspiring writer, this will be my online portfolio for poetry that I have been commissioned to write. more..Writing
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