How Many Mistakes?

The past.

How many mistakes do I have to make? When do things get better? People tell me high school can be bad but they never mentioned this bad...

Everybody makes mistakes but how many admit it? And how many stop judging people who made the exact same choices. That's all it is, a choice, one choice and then that's it. You either ruin your life of somehow make it better.

I picked up my cellphone and stared at the picture of myself lying on the bed...Half of my school has seen it. I lost all the respect I had, and all my friends. Even my teachers looked at me differently. How'd it get out so quickly...? How could it hurt me so badly? 

I got the picture in a text from fifteen different people. Not only that but the video had been shared thousands of times to my Facebook.

I circled my room several times, thinking. What would this do to my future? How could I get into any college now? Sitting in a corner, I cried for hours...Until I saw my scarf.

...

I stood on my chair and took a deep breath...

The scarf around my neck was attached to my ceiling fan. I had already wrote a note to say goodbye. 

I shut my eyes and kicked the chair from underneath me...

Author's Note

Bullying=serious problem :I. A mistake is a mistake.