im sorry

maybe its a good thing im gone.

out of your life, we are both happy.

i was never the type you wanted...

and you were never that great to me, either.

 

i want you to know something.

im sorry.

 

im sorry for the pain i put on you...

and the pain i put on myself.

the cuts that, through the skin, broke through,

and the endless days i put you through hell.

 

im sorry for the nights i yelled and screamed.

telling you to "f**k off"

and you yelling "LEAVE!"

 

im sorry for the tears i shed.

i wasn't strong enough for you.

as you watched in disapproval

i lied in bed.

 

but most of all...

im sorry i wasn't perfect.

the daughter you expected me to be.

instead... you rejected me.

you said you hated me.

and i left.

 

mom, im sorry.

im sorry i wasn't perfect.

Author's Note

http://browse.deviantart.com/?q=im%20sorry&order=9&offset=24#/d1snif9 <--- photo credit

Reviews

[Olive Belikov]

sooo sad!! but really good at the same time. good job.