Raef C. Boylan : Writing

Despairing

Despairing

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


Last night I prayed to someone else’s god If anyone’s up there, please let me die But then this morning, I woke up alive.
Reticence II

Reticence II

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


I wrote another poem about reticence when I was 17.
Blowssuck

Blowssuck

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


All the songs are ruined now, each verse a lesson in bitterness; each chorus a cracked throat, the heart's betrayal of principles. And you, you ..
Collapse

Collapse

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


Chasing life; in your mind, harmless and natural as Simba and a butterfly; to me, devastating as the rocks that follow the silt that followed t..
Untitled

Untitled

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


I gave my best friend her first orgasm & some time later she shattered my heart, & as I'm facing up to the fact of facing the world alone, ..
2008: a summary

2008: a summary

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


April through to December. Hopefully the last self-pitying rant on this particular subject.
Untitled

Untitled

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


if you’re looking for something beautiful why’d you come to me knowing I’m not capable sure I love the look of summer-hazy woods..
Extracting the Urine [Trouble]

Extracting the Urine [Trouble]

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


so when do the obligations of friendship - those duties I’ve never minded - spill over thecup half-full, flooding the one-way street, i..
Ahem

Ahem

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


I offer up Four-lettered words [Technically Rendered meaningless] And wonder which Can inflict more hurt: You C- - - Or You see, I L- - - y..
Optimism: A[t]Tempt[ing] Project

Optimism: A[t]Tempt[ing] Project

A Chapter by Raef C. Boylan


Everything is killing me. You rendered me so fragile – a child toddling past the park bench where I sit to contemplate the future look..