glittery_moth

Im 14. Well, who am I exactly? You see thats what I've been trying to figure out for the past year or so.
I am an emotional oxymoron. I contradict myself in so many ways, I want to fade away but am scared of being forgotten. I say I dont care what people think yet it stings when they say they hate me. I hate love, yet crave him.
I am a nerd, But I'm the most ditzy person I know, and THAT is saying something.
I get called cute alot, sometimes pretty, but long to hear the word beautiful directed at me. I have just below shoulder length dyed red-purple hair, big hazel eyes, and slightly wierd looking nose and normalish lips. I dont sound very beautiful huh?
I'm tall, but I wish I wasnt.
I tell myself I hate me, but I think I pity myself more. I try not to wallow in self-pity yet always find myself in the same place.
I'm not popular but my friends are my life and keep me breathing.
I love music. Music is another thing that keeps me breathing.
I am animal lover, sometimes pets listen better than anyone else.
And Im getting bored of myself, so your probably are, but this.. this is who I am.