Can I Just Go Back

          I know it’s stupid, but I had to tell someone and I guess whoever is reading this will be enough, you see I was 14 when it happened. I was on my own from the moment that I saw it the plus. I never went home that night or any of the nights to follow. And now here I am wondering if they would have still loved me and that baby. That was taken away. But I can’t go back. not now. Can I ?