Torn Apart

I could only be myself with you around

Now there's nothing left for me to think about

and it hurts like hell to be torn apart

and it hurts like hell to be thrown around

"Bonjour!"

"Kathryn, I love you."

"Kathryn we can travel together.."

"Imagine all the things we could do together..."

"We belong together!"

"I wanna swim with you."

"Kattthhrryyynnnnnn!!!!!!"

"...........Kathryn?...."

Most girls would enjoy having lots of Men lust after her.

I enjoyed it at first but now?

Now it physically hurts.

It's just bizarre. There are times when no one seems to care..

and then there comes the time when everyone under the sun cares.  

When it rains it pours.

The Heroes.

The Scrubs.

The Boys next door.

The creepy old men.

The Stoners.

The Loners.

The liars.

The cheaters.

The players.

The ones who are too old.

The ones who are way too young.

The men who find you on social media.

The International ones. (My personal favorite)

you stepped with a heavy tread and left your mark on me

the space you used to fill is now this great black hole

you're out of sight but not out my mind

I tried.

I finally picked one...and he hurt me. He was a combination of the liar/player.

He has 277 Skype contacts.

Who the hell has that many Skype contacts??!

He really just wanted his stupid green card.

His roommate who genuinely liked me the whole time took me under his wing...and now he's dreaming up all these things we can do when he comes to America this summer.

Imagine someone attractive grabbing your left arm...and then suddenly someone else even more attractive grasps your right arm...

Out of the clear blue sky, men now have your legs and aren't letting go.

Finally at the very last moment a man takes your head and begins to pull you up to kiss him, while the others are yanking you to their side.

I never thought I'd say this but

LEAVE ME ALONE.

Then again...there's only one person I really want..

but I don't think he likes me as much as I like him.

Time will tell. He happens to live in one of my favorite places in Ireland...and he has something that everyone else seems to lack.

We'll see what happens.

we were born to be together

torn apart

TORN APART

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