Chapter 5

The next group will be having at Subang Jaya , Empire Hotel . For the first morning , have through this hell . Yes , I think many of Subang's citizen had a same problem of this hell each time when passing through the Subang Parade's area . On my way , I reviewing each of my workers profile over again . There still 40 participant this audition and the next will be much more better , I guess . Total overall is 100 of my workers participant of this contest . When I remembered the weekend I had last week , I made my mind off from the disaster moody . Hope everything will be ok this week . I am that sure ? Yes it will , continue life without any love story that never give any reason is better .

But the audition quite different than group 1, some of them arguing because lost of cooperation which the key of presenting. Keep on blaming each other ,copying the ideas is thing which common sense in finding ideas. But some leaders keep it down, and I just sit here and keep calm to wait for them to proceed . Some of it, I take to proceed other participant without the current to proceed because the person does not know what he/she talking about. Is kind of mean but this marketing and producing a design for someone who is level were very consider about how it will be present to ensure the user will understand and find the requirement that they want.

"Do you follow the requirements that the client need?" I ask to the participant, and that was my first time to reprimand in an audition. Everyone in the meeting room, was gasping . The participant lost words to say and try attempt to answer my question. As I expected, this person try to be better than the list of the requirement that I list in . I have found one during in my Diploma time. I smiles, "I do like to consider about your ideas, how is that ladies and gentleman?" I ask all the leaders in every section . How the participant express about it, makes me want to know more . The leaders does not have right to say no when I make my decision, what can I say, I am the CEO. That's was disaster excuse.

So the audition end ,and we discuss about our decision to choose for the next semi final stage. For the break time, I went for a tea with the other leaders in Japanese Traditional Hi Tea at Kitchen Art Breeserie . Talking about the business and some of them try to talk with me , to ask some of business matter. That quite interesting to be in this kind of group. Suddenly, a Japanese guywalk towards me while I was middle of talking with girls, he bow 90 degree  I blink my eyes and at look at him, the others look toward us. "Miss, would you be my partner?"

Everyone become silent,and my brow rise aside and smiles, hold his chin. "Rise your face up"I said. He look at me. Cute. That's all I can say, but my mind was set for someone which I can't guarantee I will be with him or not. I smiles . " I am appreciate how you confess to me, is brave of you , but I am sorry, I can't , because I am afraid that I abit different than you expected. But I do like you as my colleague "

He keep on staring on me with his puppy eyes and smiles back to me. "Thank you, Miss,"he said. His tone kind off from cool, is like covering the disappointment over him.

After done the audition , Emily drive over to back to appartment . Is almost 5pm , and I am tired to think , I fall asleep and I dream same dreamt I had last week . Unlock belt and my breath become breathless but I can hear more which whisperring and suddenly I feel pain from the back like whipping which lead me to wake up from the dream . 

I landing my body on my bed with my sleeping dress on . What kind of that dream ? Is look like continuing and clear from previous one . I looking out from the window and seeing the wheather still gloomy rain. I grouch and rise . Walk towards my radio player . And press button as I put my Iphone on . Playing Love Me Harder by Ariana Grande . I lend down on my fluffy white carpet . This song really into my heart since I heard this song release . A persian black cat come through to the small hole of my door room . Is Chibi Luna . Precious of mine . She come across infront and take her place beside me . I smiles and stroke her furr . Echa is not arround , she went for next modeling event for Victoria Secret agency . I grouch . "Say Luna , I found prince but the prince did not tell me what kind our relationship we having now, now I am depressing " her pair of blue eyes look at me and stroke my face . I giggle and kiss her. She have been lived with since I was 25. It reminds me about Chibi Maruko , the pure brownish black cat of mine back at New Zealand, who died at the age 12 years. I miss her, but when Chibi Luna appear during the night was full moon, she resemble exactly like Chibi Maruko , since that day, Luna always accompany me all time when I am sad or happy time.

My door ring that night , right after I just woke up and step out from my room with still my sleep dress on . Echa was having her dinner while watching tv with Emily. Three of us feel strangely with the ringing door. Emily rise and walk to the door. I was still standing infront of my bedroom while holding the knob. And appear of someone which I did not expect and wish not to see , who makes my heart confuse this past 3 days , Fird Grey. Echa surprisingly seeing him , Emily swallow her saliva, surprise. He surprise look at me while blinking his eyes multiple time. I gasping in my own breath. "Serious, Rene?"ask Echa. I ran into the main door and smash the door close. "Get out !"I shout and ran to my room to get my sweater. Echa and Emily look over my reaction were blushing and physically embrassing. Darn ! How did he know my house? And why he is here?

"I would like to invite you to dinner,"and so he tell with his casual suits which fit his beautiful body. Not so thin, not so fat, it just perfect body line. I grab my hair to the side and uncroosed my hand while  lean back of my house door. I rise my brow to the aside. "How do you know my house is?"

"Well, I search in Yellow Page?"

Is he make joking with me?

"Ok, I am not, I just look into guest name when I write my name during at Penang"he admit. Wow, other guest also can see? That's dangerous. I have to inform this about it. "Alright then, where were you will taking me ? "

He smiles and look at me with his blackgray eyes. "To Our Cafe in Damansara," . Ok I think is new restuarant, I grouch , maybe he want to make up with me back? Am I expect for this to happen?  " Is there anything important that you want to have dinner with me of all sudden?"

Yes, is all sudden , I do like not to see him for a while, yeah my heart is sulking . "Well, it just a dinner, I bet you have not eaten for your dinner right?"there he go, knowing without I tell him. I bite my lips. He got me, taking me eat was best place for my heart. Yes I have high taste on repair things. I bite my lips . "Alright then, give me 10 minutes to get ready,"

He smiles and put his right hand beside of my head, and his face close to me. "Are you trying to teased me with this kind,Serene?"

I could smell this perfume mix with his scent. Tasty. I swallow my saliva, seeing his face was so close, I know I am blushing because of this. "Don't be so long,"he remind and let go of his hand . My heart beat fast and barely think. I could not say anything, but I can say that I miss him. His back body I keep on staring , I want to hug him. I am getting to be a bad girl lately. Not bad but naughty type.

"Who is that , Rene? Do you have your spring around you now?"Emily ask as I combing my hair back. My forehead become wrinkle. "Why do you want to know about it?

Echa sit down on my bed . "Well it obviously I am curious about it ? You never bring anyone to our apartment,"

Emily correct my Red Long Sleeve Skater Dress with Scoop Bow Back, the dress long up until  above knee while I am babbling of Echa's questions. "Is that your spring?"

"How many times I have to answer, Echa? He is not,"

"Then why he seems to like you with those stare?"

I gasp. Emily finish her work and helping my hair now. That question I could not answer because I basically did not the right answer for it. Echa smiles meaningfully . I grouch and let the question hang it in the air.

As we arrive , is like very romantic small restaurant in upper floor shop lot at Sri Damansara. Pleasant feeling with old jazz songs in the air. He pull the chair, and I sit. There are waiter waiting for us to order. "Oh , it have bow?" he remark seeing my back I guess. I smiles. He takes his place and take our order. I am taking Ceaser salad , ice lemon tea and piece of hummingbird cake.  And for his side, he order Carbonara Spaghetti and coffee latte. Then the waiter go off to the back of the kitchen.

"So , how is your weekend?"he ask. Expected from a man who did not care how I feel.

"I am ok, you did not have to worry about it,"

He lift his brow and smile to me. "Miss Zain, are you angry with me?

I uncrossed my arm. "Well do you care?"

Fird Grey grin. "Miss Zain, I am terrible shock when I saw you about earlier , somehow is beautiful to see natural of you waking up from dream," he talks way too confident like knowing what he said. I roll my eyes, its embarrassing moment in my life for letting this man seeing me in sleeping dress. "Oh you did not roll my eyes on me , Serene," he being meanie.

"Is was my own delight to do so, "

Then our food arrives will full of sense of hungry. We eat our dish quietly without talking . I did not want to start anymore question, tired being confuse about him. "Last Friday, when you ask what kind our relationship we having, what do you expect from me?" he ask.

I look at him and wipe my lips with napkin. "It is obviously curious why you act so kind to me,"

He smirk. "I mentioned before that I would like to know about you"

I swallow my saliva . "So are we having..

"Serene, I did not do relationship"

"Why?"

He continue his eating without answering my question. "Have you been in relationship before?"I ask.

"Well , yes but not in serious way. Serene, if you ask any further details, I am quite sure I would not answer it because is my choice"

If he already had before why he did not tell the truth? Is that good to play people's heart? I put the fork down . I lost my appetite ,

"Why? Why do you stop eating?"

"I am not hungry" Look the answer you gave me , give me bad a*s mood. I don't like it. Fird Grey just keep quiet and keep on his eating. "Why do you want a relationship?"suddenly he ask when silence in our way. "I did not want to, just curious in your behavior is like we have something ,"

"Why you did not want to ?"

Gasp. Stop. I could say any details of it, its was secret, my secret. I bite my lips. He look at me with pale blackgray eyes. I grouch. "I understand what you feel , but I am not that kind of man you searching for," the way he saying like reading my deep into my heart. What does it mean? Why did he said that he is not the man I want, does he know about it?

"I will give you 2 condition to choose , Serene. If you want to stay our connection, then forget this hard feeling or just let tonight will be last for our meet,"he being dominant . Giving orders like a CEO towards his workers.

"If you make your decision , meet me at my office,"he continue while giving his business card to me. I look at the business card. As I was said, he was CEO Founder in Pilot Academy . "Why do you this ?"

"I don't want unnecessary bothering you ,"

That night,  I feel I know Fird Grey is being dominant. Seriously I don't like someone being dominant but his way being it, is attractive. Am I being stupid ? I hope so, and I did not know what is going to happen to me after this. What I gonna choose?