Missing You

I stare blankly at your picture unaware of how I should feel.

Rage, anger, saddness, devestation, abandonment?

Knowing that things were going to be taken way out of hand; I shouldn't have said anything.

Maybe then it wouldn't have turned out like this.

 

I need you here, but instead you're not around.

Is it that you don't want to be or is it that you can't be?

I don't have the courage to tell you that I want things to go back to the way they used to be.

I'm too scared of your reaction, but I'm prepared for the worst.

Too scared that this will be goodbye instead of see you later.

 

It's been a month since I've see you, two months since we've had a decent conversation.

I don't think you know how long that really is.

I'm sorry I got upset. I'm sorry I'm an emotionally unstable person.

You always said that I could talk to you whenever I needed to.

Where are you now?

Reviews

[deeps]

this is kinda sad really, yet so emotional. I really enjoyed this piece. Very well written.

[Rose Tyler]

Excellent job. I loved it so very much.
I relate to this because I'm the emotionally unstable one but the rest reminds me of a friend that I care about.
Excellent job and keep going!