Hatred

found out that my suspisions about Matt were right. He was sleeping with his ex Emily for I dont know how long throughout our relationship. and I'm pissed.

When I was 16, you won over my heart.

6 months later, you tore everything I knew apart.

Sleep wasn't an option, two weeks, I didn't eat.

I was so very alone, I admitted my defeat.

Slowly I got better, and lived in the present day.

I never fully healed, for I gave my heart away.

Seeing you was my nightmare, I longed to reach for you.

Barely were my thoughts distracted by someone new.

Two years down the road, you came back to me.

Apologized for your mistakes, begged for my mercy.

At first I said no, my fear of pain was too great,

But eventually I gave in, and we started a new phase.

I quickly fell again, my love for you ran so deep.

I was always on guard with the fear that you would leave.

I had my suspicions that you had somebody else,

But I thought I was being paranoid, you'd put me through hell.

So I pushed on and we were so happy once more.

Love can't be faked, it was real like before.

Six months went by that I was in your arms.

I ignored my own warnings, fell for your charms.

Then one day, a text message, out of the blue,

You said goodbye, said you were through.

I felt my heart fall, every breath was agony.

I just shut down, how could you leave?

I'd been waiting for it but still couldn't make sense.

How could I be so foolish, so damn dense?

I must have been right, you were cheating with her,

But I had no real proof, I couldn't confirm.

But we live in a small town, word travels fast.

Her mom sold you out, you'd been seeing Emily in months passed.

You saw her when we were together, you lied to my face.

Now this hole in my chest takes my heart's place.

I never thought I could hate you when I once loved you so,

But hate's what I feel, it's a hatred I've never known.

You're the only person I've ever loved, I gave you my trust.

But you couldn't just be faithful, you gave in to to lust.

She's your ex, for Christ's sake, no prettier than me,

She stuck up, high maintenence, what is it you see?

I see a b***h, a homewrecker, a w***e,

You said you hated her, you promised, you swore!

Go to hell, Matt Tucker, you're a liar and a fake.

I hope she dumps you again, and you're in my place.

I hope you feel like I do, like you've been played for a fool.

She'll leave you again, just wait, and I'll be laughing at you.

Reviews

[Ruth]

Sometimes has to be said like it is! Powerful love!
xx

[Jim Parson]

Very passionate, very heart-felt...made me feel what you were feeling as you wrote it. You really know how to bring out the emotion in your readers.

[Hello, Goodbye]

poignant by way of its own devices

[HighBrowCulture]

postmodernism has sent ovidian love to dachau. who the f**k shatters romance with a text...