Chapter 5 - Up and Down

Chapter 5 - Up and Down

A Chapter by Scott Kelly

5. Up and Down

She waved me in with a healthy pink smile.

Has anyone tried to break in?  Has anyone called? I asked immediately.

What?  No. Nothing, flat, zero.  Just another boring day, she answered, stepping aside so I could enter my living room.  What happened?

I told Erika everything.

Very interesting, Erika said in a faux-German accent.  If I didnt know you, Id say it was made up.

It wasnt made up.  I swear it really happened.  They could be coming here right now.

And you didnt tell the police that the footage in that cage has Escher recorded on it? she asked. 

No! He knows where I live, you think I want to piss him off?

That seems very opportune, she said wryly.  So do you think the police have that footage now?

I dont know, maybe. Probably not. I said miserably.  He has my wallet, Erika! I cant believe it. You think I should have told the police?  I collapsed backwards onto the couch.

Erika stepped up behind me and put her hands on my shoulders.  The feeling was electrifying.  I could feel her long nails digging into my skin as she kneaded my muscles. No, I think you did the right thing. And the way you were so worried for me? she asked.  That was sweet.

Yeah, I guess so.  Im God, after all.  I gotta watch out for my disciples. 

Well…” she said, tracing a finger up and down my shoulder.  This made my face heat up with burning, chemically unstable blood.  Im okay, so dont worry about it.  They wont come here.

I dont know if I want to go back, I admitted.

The phone rang rudely, interrupting us. 

Erika picked it up from its receiver and immediately pressed it back down, hanging up abruptly. We dont need that right now.  But cmon, it isnt so bad.  Be tough.  Hes gone. If he wanted to come for you, hed be here, right? I say stand your ground.  Tough this one out.

My shoulders slumped.  It seemed unfair, but I stopped arguing because I knew it was only making me look more afraid than I already was.  I was so focused on my confrontation with Escher that I didnt even notice when Erika started tenderly rubbing my earlobe.  I brushed her hand away reflexively. Nothing sexy about my impending doom.

 

*

 

I woke up the next morning still groggy from my fitful sleep.

I got up in time for work out of habit, even though I still wasnt set on going.  Stepping foot back in that office bothered me in some profound way; it didnt feel like the same place anymore. 

Fine then, Erika said suddenly as I sipped the coffee she always had brewing in the kitchen.  Well both go, if you arent going to get dressed.

I dont want to go, I told her.  Escher could come back for me.

God is a lot of things, she said, but I dont think Gods supposed to be, yknow, such a p***y.

Is that what you think of me?

Sometimes, she said.

I dont think you get it.  Its the goddamn Serengeti out there, and I know Im a leaf eater.  So how do the herbivores stay alive?  They stay alert, they run, and they dont take risks.  They see that danger coming a mile away. You dont call a gazelle a p***y because he doesnt fight back when the lions come. 

And they stick together, Erika said.  So is that how you see yourself?  A gazelle? 

Actually I was thinking rabbit, but that does sound better.

Sorry if that sounded mean, Erika said.  I understand.  You grew up in a dangerous time.

Ive seen a lot, I said.  Ive seen what happens to heroes.  You ever see a heroic gazelle?  Thats what the lions want.  And for the record, I think God must be terrified of a lot of things.

As for my Lord, He is what He is.  It is not my place to question what He does, but please go on anyway, sir.  Her hands were clasped together in her lap as she gazed downwards at my spotless kitchen floor.

God must be scared of failure, right?  He must be afraid of what his own creations think of Him.  Otherwise, why would He go through so much trouble to impress?  Why would He make himself known at all?

Perhaps, Erika said simply.  She looked up and changed tact suddenly. I picked out some clothes for you, if you want to get dressed.  Ill go with you. I want to see this bullet hole that you somehow miraculously survived.  Maybe this Escher thinks youre dead.

I brightened a bit at the thought.  He hadnt really looked to see if hed missed or not when he shot at me, so maybe he just assumed hed hit me. It didnt make me feel completely at ease, but it helped some. 

I didnt particularly want Erika to come to work with me, but I wasnt sure she completely believed my story.  I wanted to show her the bullet hole so shed have no choice.

We rode the bus side by side as we left my tidy neighborhood and approached the ever-looming metropolis of downtown Banlo Bay.  The skyscrapers gleamed against the morning sun; the city was a shining testament to mankinds continued insistence on order.  The city itself had sprung from where Houston once sat and grown northwest away from the Gulf.  The bay was as forgotten as the marshlands, but the name was as insistent on a proper existence as the rest of the city.

National guard had become highwaymen as the Fed went bankrupt; schools had no teachers, and prisons had no wardens.  If the water you drank and the food you ate didnt make you sick, the air would kill you.  To me, it was as though all of the politicians and movers and shakers and honest citizens and good people of America had watched every aspect of their lives turn into a sick satire of itself, and only after the war was lost did they gather together on the outskirts of downtown Banlo Bay and yell Stop!

The wealthiest of residents could afford to live in the actual downtown area, but most of us regular folk had to make due living in the area immediately surrounding the central city.  It was unfortunate, because when the gates slammed shut, there was no doubt downtown was all that would be left standing.

I hate the city, Erika said.

I love it.  It's so orderly, so clean and shiny.  Makes me feel like the world still exists, you know?

The world still exists, its just a little different is all, she countered.

Not into a world I want to live in, I sighed.  I want neighbors, barbecue, and a dog. A normal, friendly dog. 

You want to live in the 1950s?

Definitely.  You gotta admit, it beats this.

It wouldnt be the same if I knew it was all going to end, Erika said sadly.

But still�"no s**t, no fan.  Sounds dreamy to me.

Fair enough, Erika said.  Is this where you work?

This is it, I said.  We could only see the first few floors from the bus, and the

giant charcoal-colored tower took up a full city block.  It was surrounded by dozens of towers just like it, but none stood taller than Tasumec.

We stepped out into view of the tower and climbed the stairs up to the ground level. 

This is my elevator, I said, walking her into the cool breeze of the lobby.

Is this where the fighting happened? she asked. 

Yeah, right here.  Actually, I think two cops died right over there.  I splayed my hand out in the direction of the doors wed just walked through.  Its so bizarre. Its like it never happened.

Erika was uncharacteristically silent and only nodded her head.  I wondered if she thought this was all some elaborate ruse to impress her. 

There was still the bullet hole.

The elevator doors slid open. 

The common area was full of security guards on break.  I walked past them with Erika in tow. I wasnt really planning on doing any work today, I just wanted to show Ms. Bronton around the office.  Afterwards, Id leave early and just count it as a sick day, like Id never arrived. 

So, this is me, I said.  The door swung open, and I gawked at the unblemished floor.  A small square of patched carpet was the only evidence of my adventure.  Well, thats kind of a letdown.  Still, though, check it out�"a new patch of carpet.  Thats pretty exciting, right? I said lamely, my moment robbed. 

Erika pranced around the small office lovingly, despite the fact that Id let her down.

One minute. I gotta tell my boss Im not going to be staying today.  Give me a second, and please dont touch anything.

I left the office and walked hurriedly down the hall to find the shift supervisor.  The plain beige halls were empty, even when the tower was fully staffed, and my own footsteps were the only sound I could detect.  Still, I couldnt shake the dreadful feeling I was being watched.

I made myself ignore the anxiety.  It was difficult, but since there was obviously no one else in the narrow hallway, I forced myself to keep going. 

Youre just paranoid.

I reached my aging supervisors office and gave him my message.  He waved me off with a noncommittal Feel better, and I was on my way.

I hurried to where Erika was.  Cmon, I said.  Theres not much else to do here, but Ill show you where we can get some good dumplings.

Erika was spinning around in my chair, her legs extending from her khaki shorts like the stamen of an exotic bloom.  The entire room smelled different when she was there.

Im sorry about the letdown, I said, motioning to the floor.

Its alright, Clark.  You dont need a bullet hole to impress me. 

*

I went to work alone for the rest of the week, and I couldnt shake the feeling of being watched, of waiting for the hatchet to swing down on me.

The sensation never happened in the same place twice; the feeling seemed to strike at random.  I was eating lunch in the common area once, and I couldnt shake the feeling until I hid in a bathroom stall�"and only then did I finally feel safe.

One morning later in the week, I was startled to find that the door to my office was unlocked.  Normally it locked automatically anytime it was closed, necessitating a key for each entry.  As I twisted the knob and prepared to push, I nearly s**t myself when I felt the door being pulled from the inside. 

I couldnt see a hand on the door even as it was wrenched out of my hands and pulled fully open.  I felt something brush into me, and suddenly there was a part of a man in front of me.  Despite his only half-visible body, he was the most ordinary looking person Id ever seen.

I realized why I felt like Id been watched all week.  This diminutive man was so normal, so absolutely unnoticeable, that I couldnt possibly see him until he bumped into me.  Even now, he was only faintly visible. If I stopped concentrating on him, he would begin to fade from my attention, and for a confused moment I found myself wondering why I was afraid of the door in the first place.

Where are the hard drives? he asked.  Suddenly, he became much more solid; he had a very recognizable, nasally voice. 

Theyre inside, I stuttered.  In the big steel cage. 

Theyre not in there, he said.  Escher wants them.  Youre hiding them.  Youre in way over your head, Clark.

What does Escher want?  Ill do anything, I pleaded.  Please tell him Im sorry.

Sorry wont cut it.  The man shook his head.  He hasnt told me to kill you yet, but I bet the next time I come out here, itll be to finish you. 

I gulped. I dont know where the hard drives are if they arent in there.  I promise.  You have to believe me.

I dont, he said.  So my advice to you is to brace yourself.  Escher is going to cast a plague on you worse than Columbus did America.

He stepped out of the doorway of my office and began walking toward the main lobby.  As he reached the area where other people stood milling about, he began to vanish.  I tried to focus on his hand or his shoes, and each time, Id find my attention diverted to someones sparkling watch or the colorful tie of a coworker.  There was nothing noticeable about him.

I sat down at my desk and concentrated on little details in order to even remember Id bumped into him at all.  I focused on the moment when hed threatened my life; this frame was vivid in my memory, and when I focused on it, the rest of the event unfolded in my mind.  Once I had the story straight in my head, I wrote it down so I could study the details and make the whole experience solid.

Once Id separated reality from fiction, I searched the cage.  The Unnoticeable Man had apparently picked the lock, and now the door swung open.  Id only seen the contents of the cage once before. It was a machine with racks of hard drives and gently glowing green lights.  Above each slot in the rack was a label giving a range of dates, displaying the timeframe for the recordings that were held on each drive.  Just as hed said, the slot in the machine that should have held the past month of footage was empty. 

 

*

 

I unlocked my front door and stepped across my threshold. 

How was work today? Erika asked from her place on the couch.  I could see her curly brown hair cascading over the back of a pillow  as she lazily flipped through a magazine. 

There were a thousand things I almost said. Okay, I lied instead. 

Erika kicked her feet out in front of her and admired her own toenails.  We need to talk, she said.

I agree. 

My heart was already racing in my chest, and the promise of a talk didnt help much.  I couldnt think of a way to breach the subject with Erika.  I could tell she thought I was making all of it up; she was just too nice to tell me.  Maybe she was waiting for a chance to leave me.  Maybe thats what the conversation was about, and that in itself was as scary as Escher coming for me.

Come on and sit down, Erika said, leaning up and patting the space where her head had lain. 

I nervously walked over to her and sat down.  The cushion was still warm from her body. 

 You ever think about getting out more? Erika asked me from across the couch where we lay sprawled, our feet intertwined and our heads facing each other on opposite ends like some ancient ornate Greek bench.

I think about it, I said.  This wasnt an avenue of discussion that I liked.  I just dont.

Why?  Dont you get lonely?

Not now that I have a psycho killer after me, no.  I feel very wanted, believe me.

Erika looked at me skeptically. You dont have to do that.

Do what? I asked, realizing I was angry.  Make up the stories so youll think Im exciting?  Isnt that what this is about? You want out of this deal because Im so goddamn boring, right? 

I just mean well, making some more friends.  I dont find you boring at all.  I just dont think its normal for someone to be so, uh so solitary, she said softly.

Right.  Ive had friends before. I watched most of them die, either from thirst, or to keep from becoming slaves, or because they couldnt run as fast as me when danger came. For five years, Erika, I survived the worst of it. Five years of hiding, of scrambling, of watching everyone adjust to the fact their way of life was gone. And you know what the biggest problem was, out there in the Red? Other people.  Just look at the front page there.  I pointed at the newspaper on my coffee table. That guy molested his step-daughter.  Statistically, if you know 100 people, you know people who molest children and steal and lie on a regular basis, and who knows what else.  Do you really want to have to deal with that?  I dont. People cant hurt you if they dont know you.  I mean, just look at this.  I held up the daily newspaper, which sat open-faced on the table in front of us.

That day, another person afflicted with IED�"Intermittent Explosive Disorder�"had gone off his meds.  It was becoming more and more common, as though we didnt have enough to worry about. This particular IED had unloaded a clip of automatic gunfire in a crowded fast-food restaurant.

Why do you think people do that? Erika asked, voice sad now.

People still think theyre owed a certain way of life. When they dont get it, they get angrier and angrier at the world around them, I guess.  Without medication, half of the people in the city would probably snap, I said. I justI dont need people in my life. Im happier alone.

In the wild, Erika said, animals control their own population density.  Some animals need a lot of space�"each tiger might have ten square miles to herself.  If you tried to fit more tigers in that space, they would kill each other until there was only one left.  Maybe were like tigers, Clark.  Maybe they just cant fit ten million of us into one city.

And then I heard it: the sound of cloth on glass�"a soft knock against my window.  Erika and I were instantly silent; it wasnt a natural sound and demanded our complete attention.  It was the sort of sound only a living thing could make. 

I studied Erikas face and was certain that until this precise moment, she hadnt believed a word Id said about Escher or the Strangers. 

Theyre coming for me, I said into my hands as I rubbed it over my clean-shaven face.  I was going to tell you, but you wouldnt believe me.  The Strangers are coming to kill us.

I looked at the window, and all I could see was that brim of a large hat and tall, upturned collar. There was no face.  I looked out the front window, and it was the same thing.  I ran into the kitchen�"the same thing.  They had surrounded the house. Hed come for me.

I sat on the couch for what seemed like an eternity of quiet madness as I gripped the cushion beneath me with both hands.  Maybe two or three minutes of just sitting there, knowing I was trapped. 

I turned to check on Erika, who had become pale with fright. A thin layer of sweat shone on her forehead.  My mind was in terror overload.  I couldnt talk. All I could do was tremble and keep my death grip on the couch.

The door came open�"softly, even though it was dead-bolted.

It wasnt Escher though.  It was the woman, the one Id seen in the alleyway, Whisper. I realized she was the second Stranger whod been at the tower.  She stalked into the living room, appearing to float over to us.  A small black cat peeked out from one of her sleeves.  It made its nest alongside her pale, slender arm, which she kept crooked to hold her pet in place. Its time, she said.  I was told you were warned?

I could see more Strangers outside the door.

Nice to see you again, Erika said meekly to Whisper. 

It was smart not to run, she said.

My mouth wasnt working.

Where are you taking us? Erika asked.

You cant know that, she said, voice like silk. 

Whisper reached into her robe with her crooked arm and revealed a small amber vial.  She poured a few drops of it onto a small handkerchief and offered it to me. Breathe, she said.  It will go easier if you comply. 

I reached my hand up shakily to take the soft white square of cloth.

Now, she said. 

I couldnt bring myself to inhale the fumes from the cloth.  I didnt know what was on it. Is this going to kill me?

Just as I thought the Stranger was going to say something, Erika leaned over and pressed the cloth into my face for me.  I could feel the heat from her small hand as her fingers cupped the side of my cheek.

Smelled funny. Smelled like sleep.

As the light dimmed around my eyes, I saw Erika hold the rag up to her own face and inhale. 



© 2012 Scott Kelly


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