Weakness

Weakness.

"Hell how much I envy strong people, people whom have been through the worst of things yet manage to have that sparkle in their eyes, they manage to give you the impression that no matter what you did you can't break them and even if you did they will never show you that they're hurt, not one bit. Unlike myself, I am weak, weaker than people think, I have tried to mask my weakness with a fake smile, which seems to not work anymore, my eyes expose my feelings in an instant, my lips would be smiling but most certainly my eyes are not. I purely hate that about myself and hate is a strong word; I do want to be strong but I have come to realize that I can't, and I probably never will, but it's okay, it's okay not to be okay, it's okay to be broken down to a billion pieces, it happens for most of us, but it is not okay for people to see that, I can't let people see me broken, I can not let them feel pity towards me, they use me and underestimate me, I can't let that happen, but then again what can I do, I'm not that good of an actress, I can't conceal my feelings, but one of my hopes in life is to be strong, if that can't happen, I am okay with people just seeing me strong."

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