In ClosingA Chapter by jumbie's #1 fanthe final chapter, what i've learned.
Previous Version This is a previous version of In Closing. In Closing Looking back on the last year, things have really been tough. I know that others have gone through way worse than me, but you have to understand, this is difficult for me. My whole life has been completely turned upside down in the matter of one year. A year that was supposed to be my “Sweet Sixteen”. As I wrote this, I really began to remember everything that has happened to me in this past year. Some good, most bad. I’ve been hurt by relationships, friends, family, and by God. I’ve cried so much in the past year, I could be an ad for Cymbalta. I have met people that have been supportive through the year. People that I find completely amazing and I love so much. Thanks to Mr. Matteson, Ashley, Trystn, Devin, Harry, Peter, Ella, Nick, Tenzin, Jackie, Kat, Micah, Jesse, Mariah,Cisco, Zach, and anyone else I forgot. I love you all Soooo much. So my birthday is in two weeks. Finally this year has ended. My life now is very different from when I turned sixteen. I'm no longer in depression, but I am depressed when I am home. I have friends that are crazier than anyone I have ever known. I also wear more eyeliner than I have in my entire life. The things about guys I'm attracted to have differed as well. I used to like the type that were sporty and cool. Now, the guys I'm attracted to are guys who wear eyeliner, are dorks, and aren’t afraid to be crazy or different. Another thing that I wouldn’t have thought last year would ever happen would be the person that I found in the last few months that I care so much. I never thought I would want God to answer someone else’s prayers more than my own. I never thought I’d want God to fix someone else’s bad situations more than my own. I didn’t think I would ever say to God, “If you can only do one thing for me, keep him safe.” I didn’t think that the person that I had met half a year ago, would be the person that I think I'm falling in love with now. I thought I knew what love was a year ago. I'm learning that I didn’t know then, but I think I do now. Love is patient Love is kind. It always trusts Always perseveres Love never fails. Of course, I never thought it would be with the guy that my parents hate. Well, no one ever said love was going to be easy. EPILOGUE: Hello, why would there be an epilogue? I just wrote this! Crazy people… This has been Juli, year 16 Pray seventeen will be a better one. Love You all. Sweet 16
Happiness
It’s a rarity Family Don’t get me started School Gosh I hate math Friends Some lost, some gained Life Losing an ounce with every tear Hope Well, yeah I still got some of that Sweet 16 Not so sweet But I'm looking forward Seventeen is around the corner
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2 Reviews Added on October 14, 2008 Last Updated on October 15, 2008 Authorjumbie's #1 fanNorman, OKAboutAll my life, writing has been the one thing I've been good at. Of course, that's an opinion, and it depends on your tastes. Throughout everything in my semi-short life, writing is the one thing that c.. more..Writing
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