Emptiness

Save me from this dark hole..

Dear world,

I have no idea who I am anymore. My family is long gone, my world is shattered, my soul is crushed, my heart is broken. I'm done. You have no idea how hard it is not to give up. I held on to a wish, a dream.. It kept me going. That wish will never come true. The one person who would even understand what I am saying is far away. He hates me now, and I am sorry. I am sorry for disappointing you, world. It hurts to hold on, but I cannot let go. Though when the rope breaks, I am the one always sent flailing. To most of you reading, this is a bunch of nonsense. Believe me, I am trying my best to put this in order. Just imagine... Imagine your whole life is horrible, but you hold on to something that keeps you motivated. But suddenly, that thing vanishes. It's gone. So now what? You are left empty. Just this weird emptiness in my heart.. I feel sick, sick like I will throw up. I cannot stop these tears from streaming down my face. I am dead inside, but I must push on. I am sad, but I must push on.

Please..help me to find help.. There's so many thoughts rushing through my head but I cannot focus on any of them.. But I promise I will try, world.. I will try..

Sincerely yours,

Alessandra

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Abderrahmane Dakir]

I love this great words coming from the core of your heart. Sometime we have to take a rest in order to live with Our God that He is closely of us and He never left uf forever. Thank you for shraing this feeling. Life is a balance between sadeness and joy usless it will meaningless.

[Pharos]

I could feel the sadness and deep struggle, not nonsense but pure truth in what you feel. Sometimes it's unavoidable to feel empty inside and that we ask ourselves what's the point of life. We break and shatter like glass that breaks easily when it falls, we are all fragile but even if we break someone or a greater good would pick us up and reform us to something better. Our goals or dreams can change along the way even if we try to hold on, some succeed while others fail. But that does not mean there is no reward for all our hardship for as we keep moving there will be something better. If you are ever alone feel free to talk to us the community for you might find a family in us and new friends just saying.

[Cool Girl]

Thank you :)

[wordman]

sweet heart you have a whole family right here,we go 24/7 ready to talk to you any time
we have people on here that does that for a living just call out

[Cool Girl]

Thanks word man! I'm afraid I've just been depressed lately. I appreciate all your kindness though :)

[wordman]

liven up write us a poem,having trouble with your bow

[Cool Girl]

Yeah I'm gonna try to write a poem

[wordman]

any time girl,send a rr