Ch.10 Joel

Ch.10 Jacob

Roan and I sat in silence for a few hours before either of us said anything.

“Nice place you have here, Jo” says Roan as he moves over to a chair.

“I am sure you didn’t come all the way here to compliment my lifestyle” I snark back at Roan

“Jo, baby. Come on let’s go home, your parents miss you, Lizbeth misses you, I miss you” says Roan.

“You miss me, seriously Roan that is the best you can come up with, you were f*****g your secretary on our bed, on what was supposed to have been our anniversary. Yet the best you can come up with is I miss you” I yell at Roan.

“What the f**k do you want me to do, at least I am here trying to fix us. Unlike you we haven’t been together for one month and you’re already trying to f**k that Taylor dude from downstairs” Yells Roan back at me.

“If I wanted to f**k Taylor I would, because I can because we are not in a f*****g relationship Roan, unlike you I don’t f**k other people if I am with somebody else. Obviously, the concept of cheating is abstract on complex to you because you don’t understand what qualifies and doesn’t qualify as cheating” I scream, noticing I am letting him get to me and our argument is getting louder and louder.

“Jo, shut the f**k up, me making a mistake does not give you the right to go out and be a hoe. Is that what this is to you the opportunity to be the hoe you really wanted to be. Well its not going to happen, you are coming back with me” says Roan as he gets up and reaches for my hand.

 I pull my hand back as quickly as I can.

“I am not going anywhere with you, you disgust me, you are a f*****g cheater” I always knew I was angry at him and I never let it out. Now that I was I was feeling free.

Roan jumps up pushes me onto the bed and holds my arms down, as he gets on the bed and hovers above me, “I disgust you huh? Says Roan as he leans onto my ear, murmuring in a very relaxed almost sensual way. Questioning me by using force so I can’t ignore his questions. He moves his mouth over to my neck and starts kissing me “Doesn’t look like your disgusted” continues Roan to say. He slowly moves his mouth around my neck working his way to my mouth but before kissing me he says, “I knew this is what you wanted all along” and then he starts kissing me. I don’t want to kiss him but I can stop him. Roan lets go of my hands but I don’t push him away my hands wrap around his neck. I try to pull him closer his hands working around my waistline he is holding me firmly down as he smoothly rubs his body on me. I look up at Roan and see him there looking perfect and all mine.

My phone suddenly rings and I look at it and see Lizbeth on there. Roan also sees it.

“No don’t answer that b***h, Jo” says Roan.

Just like that I return to reality and I push him off of me.

“Get out” I yell but Roan doesn’t seem surprised he just looks at me and smirks.

“Really were going to do this again, you know this is what you want, stop playing hard to get. Jo just come her I promise ill f**k your brains out. You know you want me to? Says Roan.

I question his comments he might be right he probably is right but this is not what I want, I can’t make clear choices when he is around. So, I turn around and head out the door. I press the elevator button and I can hear the elevator coming up. However, I also hear Roan opening the room door, so I head for the stairs as I open the door to the stairs I hear him say

“I’ll be here when you come back” says Roan.

I know he is not joking he probably will stay there until I come home, he probably won’t even leave then. I don’t really care all I care about is getting away from him where I will be able to think.

I get downstairs and I see Kohl coming in to the hotel.