I Need Him

The next week was long and hard to get through. I missed him. I wanted to see him. Even worse? I didn't get to see him that weekend. Or the one after.  We both were busy.  I had things to do with my mom and he was busy with some family stuff. I wanted to see him. Be with him. I hated not being able to. It's all I wanted. Was to see him. Be with him. But I just couldn't. Two weeks was almost too long to he away from him. It was almost unbearable. I missed him. His touch. His smell. His voice. Those two weeks were filled with anxiety to see him. Be with him. During those weeks so much was going on. I was focused on getting my tickets to California for Christmas break and he had a while bunch of family things going on. So we began texting less. It was a hard stressful two weeks for me. All I wanted was to be relieved of stress and be with him.