Envious

For someone who breaks your heart but you can't help but love them.

Wind so raspy it mocks the day

Night so cold it laughs at snow

A heart so broken nothing can fix it

I so envious of you can only admit one thing

 

I so envious of you wishing

nothing more to have a heart like yours

to hurt others and feel

nothing

Stars so bright they out shine the sun

Tears so fresh the ocean cannot compare

I so envious of you wait 'till the pain subsides

feeling only sorrow

The mist of the rain so dark

The crys so agonizing

And I am envoius of you

Wanting to feel nothing

For I am envoius of you

who broke me to pieces

I want what you have

to be able to feel nothing

 

(c) Luna Kusan