Day Twelve

Day twelve:
Saturday, June 30th
Today was papa's memorial. I cried the whole time. I miss him so much. I love you papa and I will never forget the times we shared together. Thank you for making my life full of happiness(: I will take comfort in knowing that you are now closer to me then you were be before.

Juss because I am smiling doesn't mean I am not hurting... it juss means I am really good at hiding it.

Reviews

[Maan]

If you are good in hiding your pain, it just simply means that you are strong enough now to keep yourself to you and move on with smiles and some shine in your eyes. :) Her thoughts are showing excellent courage. Loving her now..

[frozensakura]

yess, she hides her pain well keeping her problems to her self rather than sharing them. other might not be able to help her, but if they knew they could help her get through it... this kinda goes back to what i said about When your heart is hurting, its kinda like being blind... you don't see the people that are there for you. although she doesn't want to share her problems and heartaches she wants that feeling of loneliness to go away and to feel like some one is there for her and who understand. instead she pushes everyone away...

[Maan]

All right I understand your point completely but there's this one thing I've experienced in my life about not sharing is the building chain and burden of stress and events. I'm also a person who likes to keep things to myself but I always get so much pressure of sorting things up when I think about them and that causes real issues in thinking about something else or to think about the right side. I'm not saying that she MUST share herself with someone but she at least give it a try if she finds it suitable. :) Else its okay if she can handle it by herself. Nothing is more good than this..