Chapter 3A Chapter by lmkeck3510St.
Michael's
I walked out of
the office, clutching my schedule, and walking in a bit of a daze. No matter where my brain was taking me to, no
matter what question I could come up with, the conclusion was the same. Marion was right, every retort, every excuse,
every reason I conjured as to why I shouldn't be here, were pointless when she
put it like that. I needed to pull my
head out of my a*s and at least give it a shot.
I could potentially sharpen and strengthen my magic, but also secure
myself a separate future if I wanted. It
should be a no brainer, but I could still hear his voice, gentle and loving,
telling me that I can never trust the governance. "They will
want to take you Bijou, for your power.
They will tempt you in and offer you the world, if you will only help
them. You cannot let them, never let
them in or trust them. It's just you and
me, forever." I shook off the
feeling of his voice, and tried to quell the nausea that was rising in the back
of my throat. Days like this were
confusing for me, the old and the new being brought into the same light,
demanding my attention. I felt like two
halves of whole that weren't accurately merged.
The halls were
still a bit empty but the odd person here or there started to stream in, and with
them, so did the stares. I didn't care about
them or what they were saying, I was searching out the halls for the one face I
knew. When I didn't see him, and a look
around indicated everyone was getting ready for the day, I abandoned my search
and went to find my locker. I found it along
the senior corridor, ignoring the looks everyone was giving me. I was good at this part, the ignoring was
second nature to me. I found my locker
and spent little time on the lock, flicking my fingers to open it when the
third round of combination attempts didn't work. "You can't
do that, outside of your spell classes that is," a booming male voice said
from behind me. I closed my eyes and
rested my head against the locker, not really wanting to turn and look happy to
see him. I should be throwing him down
the hallway after what he did to me, but instead I turned and faced him. "Would have
been nice to know about this ahead of time John," I snapped at him using
his first name. "I couldn't
say anything to you, Marion wanted to be the one to let you know," he said
looking for once sheepish. "Was it all
a lie?" I asked him. I had been
told my blunt honesty was off putting, my foster parents thought I was being
confrontational. I didn't know how to
explain to them it was just part of me. "Of course
I wanted to help you, after everything you think I would be dishonest with you
if I didn't think it was for a good reason?" He even looked offended I even thought it. "Well you
didn't want me then, did Marion offer you something more tempting this time
around?" I asked him, knowing I shouldn't be discussing this in public but
unable to stop myself. JP had enough
sense to drag me into an open classroom behind us. He checked the room and then closed the door,
much to the dismay of several students who were hoping to eavesdrop. "It was her
idea, but I needed no bribe. How you
could you suggest that?" he asked, anger and fury marking his tone. "If you
wanted to help me, why didn't you take me with you? When I was begging for you in the hospital,
when no one would take me in, when they put me in that awful home, where were
you? Reaping the benefits of being the
hero, while I was put away. Now it makes
sense why you called me out of the blue offering me a place to stay. It was Marion, not you, offering to get me to
come here. Which you should have told me
was a governance school!" I said, yelling at him. "I didn't
think you would come, and what Marion was offering to you couldn't be ignored
because of your prejudice of this place.
This is the best chance you have at making something of yourself, and
you know it." He looked angry, but
still hopeful I would understand. I did,
but my pride was wounded, and I felt like I was back to square one with JP
again. "It
wouldn't have been right to take you with me then Bijou. I was a kid myself, I wouldn't have known
what to do with you." We looked at
each other, direct and almost uncomfortable eye contact. “Don’t you dare
call me that,” I said, crossing my arms over my chest and glaring at the
nickname. Only my father and JP called
me that, and neither memory was filled with love anymore. “Brienne, it
wouldn’t have been right.” "You were
twenty JP, hardly a child. At least not
a child enough for them to send you to us in the first place," I responded
back. "You really
think they would give a twenty year old, the fifteen year old daughter of Remy
Moreau to take care of?" he said sarcastically back, looking for all the
world like he wanted to take back what he said as soon as it came out. I narrowed my eyes further. "I was
sixteen by then, but we can argue details all day. The point is, I am his daughter, and that's
the exact reason no one wanted to take me.
I got put into that group home, and let me tell you, if you want to read
how that went you can read the eight hundred page manifesto that is currently
on Marion's desk." "I thought
of you every day, don't assume I was off 'playing the hero' while you were
suffering. I regret it all the time, but
at the end of the day I have always tried to do what's best for you," he
told me. "What's
best for me? Or what is comfortable for
you?" I asked taking a step towards him.
It was the same thing I did with him the night he left me, the same
thing I did when I first got to his apartment.
I keep hoping one of these days he will snap out of it and realize taking
a risk on me would be worth it. "Don't go
there Brienne, not again," he said backing away from me, hands up and eyes
wary. "Why not,
you know where I stand, do you really want to waste what we could have?" I
asked, taking another step closer. "You may
not know this, but it's unethical for me as a teacher here to be having this
conversation. It's irresponsible for you
to be living with me as well, but I don't know what else to do with you." "Who cares,
Marion knows I'm crashing with you, what's so wrong about it?" I asked,
feeling confused. "I'm four
years older than you for one, but as a teacher here our relationship is
inappropriate." He informed me, a
bright red blush staining his cheeks. "What would
be inappropriate about having a relationship with me?" I asked him
plainly. "My job,
Veronica, your age," he said listing it off on his fingers. He took a big swallow, I followed his Adam’s
apple with my eyes, unable to look away. "I've seen
more than anyone here, including the instructors. Sometimes I feel like a thousand years
old. I've seen grown adults do things
that a child would never consider doing, and I’ve witnessed children do things
that would curl even your toes. Do you
know how old I was when I first killed someone?
I was eight JP, what does age mean then?
Your argument sounds like a social construct that makes you feel better
about not addressing the two of us," I told him. JP let out a few strains of French swear
words as he pulled on his hair. "You are
impossible," he said, looking over my face with a gentle expression. "No, I'm
right, you just don't want to face it yet.
I was brought up to chase the things that scared me, to find them and
tackle them to the ground, to make them submit to my will.” "There will
never be anything between the two of us Brienne." He sighed and plopped down at one of the
desks in the classroom. "There
could be." I sat next to him at
another desk. I heard the bell ring and
realized I should be moving along. He
gave a long and deep sigh, full of resignation and defeat. "You need
to tone it down with the kids here. They
aren't used to the way you talk so try and be...gentle." I gave a laugh at his advice. "Don't
worry, I learned that lesson in my foster home." "It's best
not to mention you're staying with me."
He was inspecting a nasty word that was carved into the desktop, tracing
the words with his fingertips. "I may be
socially awkward but I'm not stupid.
Plus I don't intend to talk to anyone here anymore than I have
to."
***
We left the
classroom after that, he walked me back to my locker and then to my first
classroom. "Why can't
I use my spells on the lock and stuff?" I asked as we walked down the
hall. "Habit. In the human world it's not acceptable to use
everyday magic, plus we are teaching control.
We can't have everyone flying spells all over the place like that, it
would be a disaster. Keep it to classes
and at home." I laughed and nodded,
knowing it was going to take a monumental effort not to. "What do
you have first?" JP asked looking at my schedule. "History,
Governance, then spells class until lunch.
After that I have an evaluation, for the advanced sessions," I said
with a sigh, wanting to do anything else than have to attend that nightmare. "Not
looking forward to that one?" He asked, knowing full well I hated the
magical testing. It reminded me too much
of Remy, and what he used to subject me to. "You going
to be there?" I asked him. "Yes, all
the instructors will be present. You
should know most of the advanced students will be there as well,” he told me, a
wince on both our faces at the news.
Great, this day was just getting better and better. We reached the
room, the door was closed but I could hear the deep voice of the teacher even
through the heavy wood. I reached for
the door handle and then turned towards JP.
"Pull me
from the evaluation if I get out of control." He nodded at me, and I held his eyes, trying
to draw out some more strength as I pulled the door open. "You must
be Brienne," the large bushy haired man called out to me as I appeared in
the front of the class. "Yes,"
I said holding out my schedule for him to check and sign. "I'm Mr.
Rains. Take a seat, there looks to be
one open near the back, next to Weston."
I scanned the room and found the seat he was talking about. As I approached, I could feel all the pairs
of eyes on me as I made my descent towards the back of he class. West, I was
assuming by the teachers indication, was a tall boy with light strawberry
blonde hair and velvety brown eyes that made no attempt to conceal his calculating
stare. It wasn't malicious, but it was
assessing. I looked to the seat next to
him and found that it held his bag with a heavy history book perched on
top. Raising an eyebrow at him,
inclining my head towards the seat, I tried to get him to move so I could sit. He kept scanning my face, looking over my
scar with an interesting expression. I
cleared my throat, but he made no move to find a new place for his things. "Mind if I
have a seat?" I asked dryly to him hoping he would get the hint and move
his bag. "Not at
all," he said with a wide smirk tipping his lips. I shouldn't have done it, I could hear JP in
my head reminding me that I couldn't do spell work outside of class, but this
kid was pissing me off. I said a quick
chant under my breath, pretending to mutter something, and placed his bag and
book on the ground next to his own desk.
I only needed a second to touch his book to accomplish what I needed
anyway. "Now that
everyone is settled, let's get down to it.
Your syllabus outlines what we will be working on this semester, and you
all need to review the information on your own time. As you can tell, we will have a very busy and
tight time frame, so we are going to jump right in. Let's go around the room and introduce
ourselves," he waved his hand for picked the first girl in the first row
to start. I groaned on the inside, and
just patiently waited for my turn. "Does it hurt?"
I heard West whisper to me, gesturing to my face, as the students were taking
turns with introductions. The teacher
was busy doing attendance at the same time, paying no attention to what anyone
was saying. The two boys in front of
him, I was guessing his friends, were looking over their shoulders to take part
in the exchange. "Just the
one spot, and when it's sunny out my eye bothers me. I don't have much pigment left in my
iris." I told him as I perused through the first couple of pages in the
textbook in front of me. I could feel
his body jerk in surprise that I answered him.
Did he think he was going to bully me around, or that the rumor I was
mute and dumb was true? "What about
the arm?" the dark haired boy asked me pointing towards the dark suture
line that marked my upper arm. "Not
anymore," I told him tracing the long scar with my finger and remembering
how I got it. "What
happened?" West asked, the smirk long escaped from his face and replaced
with marked interest. I didn't know how
to read that on him, but I went with my gut. "My father
broke my arm and he didn't set it right."
I saw his jaw tick just a bit and then I noticed the whole class was
silent and staring at West and me. I
guess it was our turn for introductions. "I'm West
Mackinnon," he said to everyone in a voice that wavered just a fraction
before he recovered. Instead of offering
a tidbit or anecdote like everyone else in class, he ended it there and turned
his gaze on me again. Alrightly then. "I'm
Brienne Moreau, pick a rumor about me and insert here," I said off hand
and trained my eyes back on the teacher. "Okay..."
the teacher said drawing out his unease over my introduction, "Let's open
up to the second chapter and begin to read.
We will discuss the questions at the end of the section in thirty
minutes." I turned to the
correct page and a minute later I saw West hold up his hand. I tried to stifle my grin by turning in my
chair so he couldn't see my face. "Yes, Mr.
Mackinnon?" Mr. Rains asked. "There’s
something wrong with my book," I heard him say. "It's all in...French?" he said in
a questioning tone. Mr. Rains made
his way back to where West was sitting to examine the book. "Well I'll be, it must be a
mistake. I didn't think it was available
in anything but English, oh well, I'm afraid to say we only have an exact
number of texts per student, so you must make due for now. Surely your French is strong enough lad,
we're too near the Canadian border for you not to know enough to get
by." I frowned not thinking about
this area, we were in the northern part of Maine and most here spoke at least
some French. "I can
speak it professor, but reading world history in it is another thing all
together," West said with a frown.
I suppressed a giggle and had to turn my head away even further so he
wouldn't catch me. We continued
through the class, and it became increasingly harder and harder to hide my
facial expressions every time West groaned next to me. As the bell rang, I felt his eyes on me as I
gathered up my things. "Is there a
problem?" I asked him when he continued to glare at me. He didn't answer then, just raised one
eyebrow and gave me a look that clearly stated he suspected I had something to
do with his book. "If you want
help with your homework, I'm fluent in French, d'accord?" I gave him a wink and then left for my next
class. ***
Much to my utter
lack of luck, West and his two counterparts, who I now knew to be named Logan
and Mave, were sitting front row and center of my next class. I didn't even try to hide my eye roll when I
noticed that there was an empty seat in between West and Mave. Scanning the room I couldn't find another
seat, and with a resigned sigh I plopped down in defeat. "That was a
nice little trick with the textbook," Mave said grinning. "If I knew
what you were talking about, I'm sure I would be flattered." I yawned, knowing I needed more coffee if I
was going to get through today in one piece.
In the back of my head I kept running through all of the possible
outcomes from the assessment testing, and each one of them ended with
trouble. I almost tuned the guys out
entirely in my musings, and when I felt a hand on my arm Mave looked like he
had been attempting to talk to me. "You're a
little strange," Mave said, but just as he said it I saw West shoot him a
sharp look. "I've been
called worse." I shrugged, I took
it more like a compliment anyhow. I looked to
West, who had resumed his appraisal of me.
"I have better shields than anyone here, you won't get in," I
told him tapping at my head as I drew on my notebook, realizing that he was a
mind mage. He had been trying to get a
read on me from the start, which must have been frustrating for him. He opened his mouth and closed it again,
obviously struggling for words. "The
eyes," I said answering the question I could tell was on his mind. "You have the eyes of someone who likes
to read people, figure them out. They
don't miss a thing do they?" I asked him, leaning forward so I could get
into his space. "No they
don't." His voice now held a note
of hesitation, a bit like he was in over his head a bit with me, which he was. "Do
us!" Mave shouted, like an excited child at a fortune telling booth. I couldn't help but return the smile. "Mave works
in illusion, if I had to guess it would be manipulating natural
forms." His jaw dropped and looked
a bit pale, maybe I should have gone round the bush with it. "Is there a
way you could tell?" he asked, in a more serious tone. I would be serious about if I were him, he
would be more of an asset in the field if no one could tell what he specialized
in. "You smell
like earth, and something hard to pin down, almost like mist or fog. It's quite an alluring scent," I told
him honestly. It reminded me of the
trailer in the early morning. Logan was sitting
quietly, but with his eyes still trained on me I knew he wanted me to read him
next. "And Logan
can fly," I said, finding despite myself I was impressed with his
skill. Not many wizards could fly, and those
that could often had other impressive abilities, but I couldn't know them yet,
not without touching him. "It's
impossible for her to know all that just by sitting there, she's just playing
you idiots," I heard a girl say just as she wrapped her long arms around
West's neck. She had long perfectly
curled dark hair, with matching chocolate colored eyes. Her stare was fixed on me, it was a clear
challenge and one that I could not ignore.
If I let her get away with it now, it would only get worse. "If you are
having trouble paying enough attention to notice, then you should take another
of those pills. It might help, even if
you got them off someone else," I said cruelly back. I heard Mave and Logan choke on a laugh as I
said it, and she managed to turn a nice shade of red. "Did your father
teach you to do that?" She looked
supremely happy to have thought of that comeback. Like using Remy against me had never been
attempted before. "Oh he
taught me many things, mostly things that involved pain, but let's just say
that is one of my personal talents."
I yawned again, getting bored with her.
She was going to have to do a lot better than that if she wanted to get
under my skin. She opened her
mouth to speak and it was West this time who stepped in, "Enough
Raquel." She kissed his cheek, all
the while looking at me. "Sure
baby," she said in a sickly sweet voice.
"How did
you know I could fly?" Logan whispered as the next teacher came in the
room. I could hear West and Raquel
talking in whispers as he turned in her direction. I glanced back to Logan, he looked far more
innocent than the rest of his counterparts, and he had a fresh and kind
face. It put me more at ease. "I look in
your eyes and I see the sky, it's anxious and swirling in your iris', like it's
waiting for your return." He looked
at me a long moment then. "That's
exactly what it feels like," he said wistfully. "What are
you?" he asked me then, as everyone around us became supremely
silent. It was gentle nudging suggestion,
and I knew he wouldn't press me if I declined.
Still, it was too early.
"I am
something else entirely Logan," I said with a sigh. © 2013 lmkeck3510 |
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Added on September 17, 2013 Last Updated on September 25, 2013 Authorlmkeck3510Dayton, OHAboutI am a reader, writer, and lover of urban fantasy/ paranormal/ romance genres. I have several completed novels, and much more that are clamoring in my head to be given a voice. When I'm not writing,.. more..Writing
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