Verbal

Being completely isolated through difficult times

I try to keep my mouth shut,

About everything I have been through

Or what I am struggling with.

I try so hard,

To not care at all,

To accept everything that happens to me,

And to move on.

But it is all dragging me down,

My eyes, attitude, and behaviour reflect it all,

But not a soul has ever taken the time to look.

When I do reach my limit and break,

I reach out for whoever is around,

And it is usually the wrong kind of people.

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hose are the only times I voice what is in my heart,

Is when I’m forced or when I’m at my weakest.

Seeking comfort in all the wrong places,

Because it is so hard to go on alone.

But this is how it has always been,

And it is how it will always remain,

No matter how much I wish it weren’t true.