Chapter 23 : I knew I forgot something !

After two weeks my mother finally let me out of our intense closed-door training and with tears in my 
eyes I hugged my Father and told him that I would never again do anything to get my mother angry with me ... 
He agreed with me and hugged me tighter.

I had such a fear of incurring her wrath that for the next few days I started behaving in exemplary fashion 
and feared to toe out of line.

When I could finally relax as my mother ensured me that she forgave me, I realised that Lidiane was 
not present anymore. Not that I missed her. All the hateful and disgusted glances she threw me were really 
unsettling but my parents did not see them since in front of them she was all sunshine and happiness.

When I asked my father he told me that they changed her position to a general housemaid since they did 
not want her to find out about my intellect. 
She was originally sent by the queen to ensure I had "proper" upbringing and to ensure the queen that my 
parents still "hated" each other.

The next few months my mother still subjected me to her hellish training and I started to realise 
that these lessons were so integrated into my body that I started acting on reflexes ... 
Even my tone of speech changed .... 
Mommy, what did you do ?

I did not even realise how much time passed when she suddenly said to me

"Oh sweetheart we will stop your lesson today, tomorrow we have to celebrate your third birthday."

Mommy, it is already midnight ... How long did you want to continue your lesson ?

As I slumped on my bed in exhaustion a thought passed my mind and I shot up, 
exhaustion, as well as mental and physical pain, were totally forgotten ....

S**t ... If my birthday really is tomorrow ... Oh.My.God. !!! ... 
This would mean that I did not visit the GD for more than half a year ... 
*shiver* Mom how did you achieve to make me forget about my heavenly family ? 
*shiver* Oh I do not want to go ... 
But ... 
But if I prolong my absence even longer ... 
But I don't want to meet them ... 
Last time I was so scared of them ... 
Mommy help ! 
Even Gods would cower before you ! 
I know they would .... 
*cry* 
... 
*groan* well here goes all or nothing ...

And with these thoughts, I forcefully transported my soul to the GD ... 
If my future self could see me she would wish me good luck and say that this was for the best ... 
If I had not done this I would have risked the life of anyone on this planet ... 
Why couldn't anyone warn me of what is to come ?

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As I woke up I found myself in darkness.

Strange ... 
Normally the room is very bright ... 
And feels not so depressed and despairing ...

"Deli ?" 
I called out with a small voice. 
Suddenly in this darkness, a small light radiated.

"Urm ... Deli what happened ? I am sorry that ..."

My words where cut of as the light grew bigger filling the darkness and the figure of a woman 
crushed into me hugging my neck. 
I felt warm liquid wetting my soul that looked a little bit more like a child, rather than a basketball with arms and legs.

The woman with the disheveled hair kept clinging to me as I observed the room I was in. 
Different from normal the layout was still the same but the walls and floor had big craters in them. 
All the pictures lay broken on the floor. 
I searched for WIju and Muwa but could not find them and I did not think that I could get any information 
out of the hysterical woman,wich by the way I could finally identify as an unkempt Deli,on my shoulder. 
I saw no other way and started spreading my soul sense out to look at any kind of being near us 
that could give me the information I needed.

Just outside the door I could feel a presence. It was not as powerful as the gods but more powerful 
than my father and it felt like I could not really locate him. As if his soul dodged my attempts at probing him ... Having no choice I forcefully formed a soul contract.

"I am sorry ... " 
"Eeek... Who are you? And How did you get in there ?"(???)

"Sorry for intruding like this,but I have a little emergency at hand here so I can not make a good 
first impression 
*shiver(thinking about her mother's training)* 
My name is Speraenya and I am looking for the two Gods Muwa and Wiju. 
Could you tell me where they are ?"

"They should be in their rooms. For the last few decades, each of the three supreme Gods shut themselves in their rooms murmuring something 
about protecting their little angle from harm ... 
Do you know something ?" (???)

"Urrrgh ... I think so ... Can you please be so kind and tell them to meet me here ? 
Tell them Spera is back and wants to apologise as well as play new games with them ... 
(I am so going to regret this ...) 
Afterwards, we both can get to know each other better. Please do me this favor ..."

"No problem ... If you think you can get them back to normal I will almost do anything for that ... 
Ok so to get you right I just have to tell them Spera is here and they will come ?" (???)

"Maybe they will sulk at first but I think they will come ..."

"Ok I hope you are right ...." (???)*starting to run away* 
"Wait ! Can you tell me your name ?"

"Oh ... I am called Sougua ... Let's talk later "(???) *running off*