3:30 a.m.

3:30 a.m. and I'm wide awake.  Not a tossing and turning awake, but a vibrant enthusiast one.  Thoughts of future hopes and dreams are burning inside me.  I'm thirty six years old and I feel like a kid before his first day of high school.  A passion is lifting my innards to my chest in a whirl wind of emotions.  A blissful wind is filling my sails, and calm waters are my path.

I've never felt so alone on my journey.  When I go home from school, I go alone.  When I clock out from work, it's only my keys that hit the table.  When I'm awake at 3:30 a.m., and everything has stopped, and it truly hits me what I am doing, I can do nothing but smile.

If everything works out and I start a career, I will be ready to share it with someone.   I will share 3:30 a.m.

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

yes, i guess there are some things that need to be done first before we share...then there will be something worth waiting for.

j.