DW-04 "Reasons Of Rhesus"

DW-04 "Reasons Of Rhesus"

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I'm going to digress a little here. Kari for instance asked if she could have some of that "brain" juice Dad gave me years ago which I believe attributes strongly to my current intelligence today.

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  CHAPTER 4 - "Reasons Of Rhesus"

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I'm going digress a little here.
Perhaps a bit more than I have been in these chapters. Kari for instance asked if she could have some of that "brain" juice Dad gave me years ago which I believe attributes strongly to my current intelligence today.

You know ... I've never really given much thought to what that wonderdrug actually was; its ingredients.

I'm not getting any younger. I suppose this story is overdue. The hell with it. Let's do this ...



Now with what I know about chemistry today, I would have to say that the lime green medicine Dad gave me as an adolescent for 2-weeks straight, once every of the 14 days had to have a basis of Methamphetamines in it. But not at the level where you BAM you're there and you're high and crash and stuff.

No, coming from where my Dad worked this had to be some kind of slow-release long-term effect for primates - and one of the benefits of Methamphetamines that is recorded in science today is temporarily increasing intelligence and giving you sharper thinking. Once again, temporarily only.

I remember when Dad tested my IQ at the age of 16 and it came out at 168, he was so incredibly pleased and proud of me for this.

Despite the seemingly positive benefits there were consequences which I'll explain now. While I was finally doing well in school, I think it affected my physiology, mentality, and emotional stability, also inflicting me with slight Anageria and I started to hallucinate and hear things all the time.

For one thing I knew there was no way I was born with this intelligence. That something inside of me, and it wasn't me at all, was the one that was so damned smart - but I knew for a fact it wasn't the actual me.

I remember that kind of weird floaty feeling that someone else was sending my brain messages and the only actual control I had was over my emotions - which were a bit of a wreck in truth.

And then there were the hallucinations. They have been so strong that I've been in and out of mental hospitals, suicidal, foaming at the mouth with wild tales of seeing things no-one else could see if you will. I remember what I saw and - it was beautiful and horrible both at the same time. Some of which I have written about online already.

That would actually be some of the side-effects of long-term Methamphetamines I believe. And since this was slow-release and designed in such a way to "stick" with you, it's been with me all my life and I've never been able to shake it despite my age.

Fortunately today I am on one of the strongest anti-psychotics on the market today but I require it every day JUST be be "normal."

If I miss one day of medication, just one single pill, the blurry demons, they come to tear me apart at night, body and soul ! I never miss a pill now and I have an emergency stash if for whatever reason I am denied or there is a problem getting refills.

And this medication I take while it does indeed remove the hallucinations it additionally shoots down the genius, much like an animal tranquilizer.

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Now I still work on code and program and write chapters and stories and articles and stuff today, but that very razor sharp edge I used to have, the level of genius where everything was a flowing white vibrant river - it's gone forever now only to be replaced by periods of unthought and mental exhaustion.

As for my Dad, I don't blame him in the least. I know I was born with a learning disability. I remember as a child not understanding really anything at all.

And I don't think he wanted to face that fact - so instead of accepting it as most parents might, he changed the rules of life and took home from work what likely was an experimental medication that was supposed to only be used for the research monkeys.

So any remote bits of intelligence you see from me today, my writing or programming in whatever capacity - is because of that medicine I took those many years ago.

And no I wouldn't wish this on anyone else. And yet - I wonder how my life might've been had my Father just accepted me as I was - dim. Nonetheless I fully believe I have the better deal today instead of being placed in a halfway house or a permanent resident of a mental housing facility.

As for one of the side-effects, the Anageria, when a beard and mustache finally started to form on my face I nurtured it, kept it, never trimmed it. And let it stay. Because if I shaved today I would look no older than 25 and for my age nearly twice that now I have always run into problems from the past with me looking younger.

Some of these items I am aware of today. Very slow puberty, emotional retardation, very little body hair all over, smooth skin with no wrinkles - even today. Change in voice's pitch.

I remember back in High School students verbally accused me of shaving my arms and legs like a girl.

NO ! I just didn't have any hair anywhere except on my head. It was really noticeable to others when I showered after gym. All from that wonderdrug that many years ago.

My appearance and quiet feminine voice back in school caused bullies to have a real interest in me between classes. Even as a teenager I received considerable unwanted advances from total strangers both straight and gay.

So today, I AM THE AGE I AM ! And that's all I can be ...

I'm sorry, I get a little emotional. Hell Chris says I'm emotional all the time. I doubt that - but I understand what he's saying.

Not everyone is born a genius, but there are a great many people who ARE born with learning disabilities. My Father - Dad - just could not accept that ...

Okay despite going off on left foot this chapter is still instrumental. The attention from bullies I got years ago almost always wound up with my head in the toilet but I think that was more a way to suppress me as they had their hands on me feeling me up while they did so.

This, too, I believe has a bearing on my sexual development and how I did not just go marry a woman, have kids, blzzzz, and live happily every after. Instead feeling how good it was for bullies to caress my head and hair despite it being a clear violation of my personal space and privacy.

In time - I permitted their advances. And I think they knew that. I think that's why I never got hurt. Not a single bully punched me or did anything to physically hurt me. Yet after lunch they would find still find me and drag me into the boys' restroom.

And as much as they manhandled me I have to believe this is not normal behavior for bullies. That usually bullies will physically hurt you and not spend a great deal of time gang-groping you all over and trying to take your clothes off while your head is in the toilet.

And once again I must blame the Anageria for this, a side-effect of the green Rhesus medicine.

So, Kari, no, I don't think you want to have this wonderdrug for your kids. Just bring them up in a loving and caring environment as well as you can.

This next chapter will continue with Mark and me, back at camp, having a nice lunch - and how that one time of him seeing me standing in the doorway as I was earlier - how that affected HIM and does change his own and personal moral compass later.

Until then ...




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Thanky!

Wow, it's good to know the details behind that. It's quite different from what I imagined. Still, I think I would do the same in your dad's position, knowing the consequences. It's not a risk I'd take if my son was of normal or average intelligence, but under the circumstances, yes. Thankfully, my son is looking good so far. They found one of these on the second trimester ultrasound:
https://www.ucsfhealth.org/education/faq-choroid-plexus-cysts#:~:text=In%20about%201%20to%202,not%20considered%20a%20brain%20abnormality.

But it looks like it's gone now. I had an NIPT that that came back looking good, but it's not 100% foolproof:
https://medlineplus.gov/genetics/understanding/testing/nipt/

I could do a more invasive test, but the ultrasound doctor said there were "no other signs of trisomy 18" and being over 30, I decided not to risk a miscarriage because my husband and I really want a baby, and it took us almost two years of trying to conceive. Basically, he's looking healthy, so I'm not going to let one little thing scare me.

The man my character Marc is based on also has no body hair. It was confusing and delightful at the same time when I first felt his naked body against mine. I can't quite express that in the story because it happens after Joan has been dating Marc for some time, but wow! I want to feel that again someday, after the pandemic.

I think that the desire to manhandle and the enjoyment of being manhandled is somehow integrated into our DNA. While males are usually the dominant ones, everyone has an X chromosome, and I like to imagine that a Y chromosome is actually an X chromosome that broke somewhere in the distant past of animal evolution. Where was I going with this again . . . yeah. I was going to say that I've never been sexually bullied in that way, yet I enjoy tentacle porn, rape porn, and rape play - as long as we establish the rules beforehand. Modern feminists cry that society teaches men to rape and that we need to teach men to not rape, but this is a flat-out denial of our evolutionary heritage. Many successful breedings were achieved through rape, and this is why it's an instinct ingrained in our species. While I can see that actual rape is not pleasant or enjoyable for most women, ignoring and suppressing the urge won't solve anything. First, we need to acknowledge that it's OK to have those urges. Second, we need to find consensual outlets for those urges. This is a huge reason why we need to legalize prostitution and why I write about it. If it were legal, and I had legal protections against clients who broke my boundaries, I would absolutely be earning a living that way right now. Hold me down, wrestle with me until my strength gives out, bring a buddy to help hold me down if I'm stronger than you, and f**k me hard! But ffs, wear a condom. If you don't wear a condom, I sue you for every last penny. That's the kind of world I want to live in.

We have urges for ice cream, we buy ice cream. We get diabetes, we buy more expensive ice cream or learn how to make it ourselves, substituting erythritol for the sugar. We have urges for sex, we buy sex, and we get to pick the flavor. Doing it without a condom costs extra, and it's not available at all locations. We get HIV, we either buy more expensive sex or start going to a prostitute who already has HIV and an IUD. Since buying and selling sex is illegal, the economy is crippled in when it comes to the sex industry. Prostitutes have to hide behind the veil of "escort" and can't openly discuss what services we are willing to provide. I say “we” because I hid behind the veil of “escort,” but that’s a story for another time.

As virtual sex technology improves, we may alleviate some of the crime from unfulfilled urges, but why wait when we could do that now?

Oh, I was going to go back to my theory on why I enjoy rape porn/rape play. Female animals are wired to seek the strongest mates in order to ensure the strongest offspring. Some species wind up like peacocks. Some wind up doing elaborate songs and dances. Human females have evolved to enjoy a variety of methods, and one of those methods is pure, direct physical domination. Thus, I’m not ashamed that it’s one of my kinks.

Anyway, circling back to the XY chromosome thing . . . I think that males are more likely to be the aggressors during sex rather than the submissive ones, but since I believe a Y chromosome is a broken X chromosome, there must be some crossing over between them:
http://www.phschool.com/science/biology_place/labbench/lab3/crossovr.html
And this is how you wind up with a female dominatrix or a male submissive.

……………………

Thanks! Yeah, as I said, I wouldn’t rely on a wonder drug for my children’s intelligence as long as they’re somewhere in the normal range or higher. Having a smart kid is important to me, though. I’m doing what’s in my power, such as eating healthy and exercising after every meal to control my gestational diabetes. I’m also avoiding people as much as possible during the pandemic, and with the recent spike in cases, I finally signed up for Instacart. My husband went out grocery shopping without me a few days before, but he couldn’t find a few things, so I ordered two pounds of fresh spinach, two pounds of frozen collard greens, two eggplants, and the eggs that I forgot to put on the shopping list in the first place. Anyway, I’m making palak/saag (different words for spinach depending on what part of India you are from) paneer tomorrow. It’s my favorite Indian dish, but Husband doesn’t like it, so I’ll make him some pulled pork in the slow cooker while I make my food on the stove, and then I’ll have lots of leftovers. Yummy!!!!!!


Posted 6 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

dw817

6 Months Ago

Now Kari, I got the same thing ! I linked an image from a site and it copied some gobble-dee-gook wi.. read more
Kari Rakitan

6 Months Ago

It seems to be functioning normally again, I hope!
dw817

6 Months Ago

Very good. Odd you got it about the same time I did. Hopefully it's not Writer's Cafe related though.. read more



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Thanky!

Wow, it's good to know the details behind that. It's quite different from what I imagined. Still, I think I would do the same in your dad's position, knowing the consequences. It's not a risk I'd take if my son was of normal or average intelligence, but under the circumstances, yes. Thankfully, my son is looking good so far. They found one of these on the second trimester ultrasound:
https://www.ucsfhealth.org/education/faq-choroid-plexus-cysts#:~:text=In%20about%201%20to%202,not%20considered%20a%20brain%20abnormality.

But it looks like it's gone now. I had an NIPT that that came back looking good, but it's not 100% foolproof:
https://medlineplus.gov/genetics/understanding/testing/nipt/

I could do a more invasive test, but the ultrasound doctor said there were "no other signs of trisomy 18" and being over 30, I decided not to risk a miscarriage because my husband and I really want a baby, and it took us almost two years of trying to conceive. Basically, he's looking healthy, so I'm not going to let one little thing scare me.

The man my character Marc is based on also has no body hair. It was confusing and delightful at the same time when I first felt his naked body against mine. I can't quite express that in the story because it happens after Joan has been dating Marc for some time, but wow! I want to feel that again someday, after the pandemic.

I think that the desire to manhandle and the enjoyment of being manhandled is somehow integrated into our DNA. While males are usually the dominant ones, everyone has an X chromosome, and I like to imagine that a Y chromosome is actually an X chromosome that broke somewhere in the distant past of animal evolution. Where was I going with this again . . . yeah. I was going to say that I've never been sexually bullied in that way, yet I enjoy tentacle porn, rape porn, and rape play - as long as we establish the rules beforehand. Modern feminists cry that society teaches men to rape and that we need to teach men to not rape, but this is a flat-out denial of our evolutionary heritage. Many successful breedings were achieved through rape, and this is why it's an instinct ingrained in our species. While I can see that actual rape is not pleasant or enjoyable for most women, ignoring and suppressing the urge won't solve anything. First, we need to acknowledge that it's OK to have those urges. Second, we need to find consensual outlets for those urges. This is a huge reason why we need to legalize prostitution and why I write about it. If it were legal, and I had legal protections against clients who broke my boundaries, I would absolutely be earning a living that way right now. Hold me down, wrestle with me until my strength gives out, bring a buddy to help hold me down if I'm stronger than you, and f**k me hard! But ffs, wear a condom. If you don't wear a condom, I sue you for every last penny. That's the kind of world I want to live in.

We have urges for ice cream, we buy ice cream. We get diabetes, we buy more expensive ice cream or learn how to make it ourselves, substituting erythritol for the sugar. We have urges for sex, we buy sex, and we get to pick the flavor. Doing it without a condom costs extra, and it's not available at all locations. We get HIV, we either buy more expensive sex or start going to a prostitute who already has HIV and an IUD. Since buying and selling sex is illegal, the economy is crippled in when it comes to the sex industry. Prostitutes have to hide behind the veil of "escort" and can't openly discuss what services we are willing to provide. I say “we” because I hid behind the veil of “escort,” but that’s a story for another time.

As virtual sex technology improves, we may alleviate some of the crime from unfulfilled urges, but why wait when we could do that now?

Oh, I was going to go back to my theory on why I enjoy rape porn/rape play. Female animals are wired to seek the strongest mates in order to ensure the strongest offspring. Some species wind up like peacocks. Some wind up doing elaborate songs and dances. Human females have evolved to enjoy a variety of methods, and one of those methods is pure, direct physical domination. Thus, I’m not ashamed that it’s one of my kinks.

Anyway, circling back to the XY chromosome thing . . . I think that males are more likely to be the aggressors during sex rather than the submissive ones, but since I believe a Y chromosome is a broken X chromosome, there must be some crossing over between them:
http://www.phschool.com/science/biology_place/labbench/lab3/crossovr.html
And this is how you wind up with a female dominatrix or a male submissive.

……………………

Thanks! Yeah, as I said, I wouldn’t rely on a wonder drug for my children’s intelligence as long as they’re somewhere in the normal range or higher. Having a smart kid is important to me, though. I’m doing what’s in my power, such as eating healthy and exercising after every meal to control my gestational diabetes. I’m also avoiding people as much as possible during the pandemic, and with the recent spike in cases, I finally signed up for Instacart. My husband went out grocery shopping without me a few days before, but he couldn’t find a few things, so I ordered two pounds of fresh spinach, two pounds of frozen collard greens, two eggplants, and the eggs that I forgot to put on the shopping list in the first place. Anyway, I’m making palak/saag (different words for spinach depending on what part of India you are from) paneer tomorrow. It’s my favorite Indian dish, but Husband doesn’t like it, so I’ll make him some pulled pork in the slow cooker while I make my food on the stove, and then I’ll have lots of leftovers. Yummy!!!!!!


Posted 6 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

dw817

6 Months Ago

Now Kari, I got the same thing ! I linked an image from a site and it copied some gobble-dee-gook wi.. read more
Kari Rakitan

6 Months Ago

It seems to be functioning normally again, I hope!
dw817

6 Months Ago

Very good. Odd you got it about the same time I did. Hopefully it's not Writer's Cafe related though.. read more

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