Oct 28, 2012

This seems to be the only peace I can hold onto, blessed with faith but cursed with expression.  The ultimate humility at my own expense.  In return I have no choice, but to bow to You.  If I can't be honest with myself, I must be honest with You.  I surrender.  I have tried a short lived search for You this past year to connect with you again, only to be left empty handed.  You connect to me with suffering... for that I will never figure out.  Regardless, it worked.  You obviously don't work on my schedule.  God, you want me to write, then You got it.  Take away my fears and grant me Your strength... I cannot carry anymore of a burden.